im glad i judged you because you are COMPLETLEY different when you words start coming out of your mouth. i wish i could just go back to the times when i didnt care about you. am i not PRETTY enough? is my heart too BROKEN? do i CRY too much? am i too OUTSPOKEN? dont i make you LAUGH? should i try it HARDER? I TRY AS HARD AS I CAN.. i live. i breathe. i let it rain on me. i sleep. i wake. i try hard not to BREAK. i crave. i love. IVE WAITED LONG ENOUGH. i TRY AS HARD AS I CAN... i laugh. i feel. i make believe its real. i fall. i freeze. i PRAY DOWN ON MY KNEES. i hope. i stand. i take it like a "man". I TRY AS HARD AS I CAN...