it is EXACTLY one month until my birthday. happy birthday to me... happy birthday to me... big party @ my house. sat. jan. 22nd. i am so excited. i cant wait to get my tattoo. i dont know of what or where but im sure ill narrow it down before the time comes. im anxious for christmas because i never know what im gonna get and that DRIVES ME CRAZY! ><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><> here are some lyrics for you to look at and fall in love with... this is my december. this is my time of the year. this is my december. this is all so clear. this is my december. this is my snow covered home. this is my december. this is me ALONE. and i just wish that i didnt feel like there was something i missed. and i take back all the things i said to make you feel like that. and i just wish that i didnt feellike there was something i missed. and i take back all the things i said to you... and i give it all away just to have somewhere to go to. and i give it all away to have someone to come home to. this is my december. these are my snow covered dreams. this is me PRETENDING. this is all i need... and i just wish that i didnt feel like there was something i MISSED. and i take back all the things i said to make you feel like that. and i just wish that i didnt feel like there was something i MISSED. and i take back all the things i said to you... and i give it all away just to have somewhere to go to. give it all away to have someone to come HOME to... <><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><>< p.s. christian ... youre my favorite christian amish boy! i am so excited to go sledding tomorow. i am cold just thinking about it. bbrrrr... "mom, i was wonderin if me and jonas can go sleddin tomorow." "not tomorow son, its gonna be too cold for that." "but mom." "dontcha you whine at me son, now go help yure daddy churns the butter, its almost time for supper." (thanks for helping me spell supper s-u-p-p-e-r supper.) (clearly i didnt get the hooked on phonics game as a kid.)