maybe its the finals speaking but i just feel like ive been running on empty. lack of sleep and test taking just dont go together. sometimes things seem to be going great but then that plan fails and its like why did i even try? you plan so hard on taking a leap and to just miss it. its pretty sucky but im used to it. making plans just lead to dissapointment. i used to make the light shine for you. the sun has left my sky. velvet walls surround my sorrows. ive sacrificed my pride. and your giving up on me... have you ever wondered which hurts the most? saying something and wishing you hadnt or saying nothing and wishing you had? i guess the most important things are the hardest things to say. dont be afraid to tell someone you love them. if you do. they might break your heart. if you dont. you might break theirs. people live & people die. if you died tomorrow. you would be in my heart. would i be in yours?