3:22 PM im so fucking tired. i didnt sleep at all last night. and i just feel like shit. im so sad/depressed/achy/tired/etc.. doug came and picked up shane a little bit ago. god, thats always so awkward. i have so much fear in me. i dont know why. with the days the anxiety has gotten worse. i cant eat i cant sleep i cant function normally. its so frustrating. i have no will to do anything. i think i need to go hang out with my friends and break away from all this, just for a little while. my dad and sister are arguing, ahhh just another day at the house. blah. i think i might go watch my bro play soccer..but its going to be fucking cold and i dont know if i want to be out in that weather...cuz i already feel like shit. ughhh im so fucking annoyed. my sister needs to SHUTUP. fuck. i gotta go. peace out.