then ill be 21 its kind of scary shit im already a drunk fcuk thinkin of leaving las vegas good movie is that what im suppose to do 21 go to vegas yea no i dont think so getting old all down hill from here who gets excited about getting any other age yea i really need to stop typing here drunk shit ill be comin on here sometimes and see a new entry and be like wtf i need to get this monkey undercontrol its not goin anywhere and neither is i school really stress me out i dont know why it comes easy shit im smart i have made bad decisions we all do time is my enemy and my friend need to learn how to manage it better sometimes it all be good and on it then it hits the fan movtivation would help i think whats my movtivation? still waitin to hear bout that job openin b so sick if i get it everyweekend at the beach oh my God! movtivation hahah i guess this month i should know what happens there was like 3 other people applyin i know i got at least one q wrong i like to think i got it but other people applying could very well have more qualifications rebuilding my bike something im excited about the first bike i ever bought its all black now goin to redo it all 20 year old bike going to be as if it was brand new i find this like a methophor for me its crazy how life is i mean its happenin little by little its all comin together im workin for it chasin it slowin it will all happen and i see that its good crazy is as crazy does fcuk it!