I really did it
This whole night!
It was my night!
I told her
I did
She knows I love her
That’s it
This whole last week I been reciting
Over and over again
With bloody eyes and tears
To the mirror
I have been so scared
But now she knows
Heart pumping faster again,
Out of breath,
Light headed,
With no control over my eyes
This feeling takes over,
More then I can describe,
But she knows
To a point
I like to think
I had it all planed out
But it never seems to go that route
But then again,
It’s just how it was meant to be
I pictured me just going to her work
Today or yesterday
(the day does not start for me till the sun raise)
Walkin in there and getin it if off my chest
I wanted to tell her and walk away but
Her boss was there and was watchin our ass
Ate some good food
And shit followed us there
And yea
It turned out better then my dreams could make for me
I made sure I did
I did tell her
I had wanted to say this”
You know that I have always loved you right
More then anything this world has to give
More then myself
And for a long time I have been scared of this but
Im not scared awaymore
I want you to know this
For a while I have been trying to make u hate me
And to think that I have be succeeding
Scares the fuck out of me
More then anything
I aways want u to be part of my life
If not there next by my side, then a phone call away cause
I never want to lose u
And I sit here type my songs
With no more true regrets
I know and u
Will know
That the songs has been here
They wont leave
No worries
I Am Free
That is it…
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