... by the Terminator!!! i love sayin this its my shinin moment in my storm shit! how many people can say such a thing well, yea, about 22,000 and i hope this bit of absurdity will comfort those that are deeply afected by this cause this sum serious shit i dont know what to think of this summer it started out so a to b then c and 1,2,3 and the fan just keeps getin the best of me and yea i got really behind in my class i didnt go buy the books i thought i could get by my friend bought the books we were suppose to be like a team, i guess help each other but i mostly blame myself why that couldnt happen i think i love her i just need to accept it, i guess one book sort of got me, i think i didnt do workd when your already out of breath its hard to sprint again and the last paper shit, i wish i could of made my pamphlet cause if then i was to fail i would still be content i wanted to do it on what i feel passionate about drum roll please... yes, fuckin bicycles i am a loser but a happy one most of the time it would of been something i know its dry but it just needed a little rum to make it fun and puns and so many other techniques and it would of been sweet even if i failed i would at least been true to myself but no and i dont know a c or worse i cant get a b i know that at least well i did get a c and is happy as can be i type the above on the 3rd now its the 7th the next 2 semesters are goin to be tough but hopefully in the end i get 2 AAs one in history and one in philosophy and their not even my major at least not yet im so funny im goin to take classes at a higher university for a ba in philosophy followin the law path while at the same time go back at place im at now for geology i will eventually get a ba in that and not philosophy then im thinkin of takin off maybe to alaska make a fortune then come home i wish but maybe i wanna get some experience in petroleum then come home get job that i just lost save money get ba in philosophy and then hopefully before im 35 become a lawyer think about it a lawyer with 10 years of petroleum production experience i would love to work with the government like the epa that would be cool im such a nerd we will see though time will tell and life will happen... i got sum tattoos a few weeks after i turnd 21 i havent typed about it here and thought now is good time i really like them i will get more it was a trip today i was volunteering at the bike kicten got no job might as well do something good and i gave friend a ride home he is main mechanic he is like 50 a nice guy a good guy and he was so down today just piss off at everything and he was talkin about getin old it made me feel something i dont know what we are all goin to get old our youthful sexy bodies are goin to get old and then we die but before that people that are important to us will die first we will look in the mirror and remember what we use to look like it will be a journey to death that will have ups and downs with pit holes and broken images but more importantly with moments of heaven simply sublime just make the best of it, i guess oh well