Well Im back..... I left for a while cause my life was shit and I needed to exscape for a while... anyways while I was gone I have tried So many new things.. and alot of the shit opened up my eyes to alot of shit about reality. Its hard now to look at things the same way as I used to and I have no clue if thats because of the experiances that I had or because of the many new things I've learned.. Actually in my mind I figure it has to do with both, but either way Im actually glad I had fun and did the things that I have been doing even though I know that they are horrible... I mean I have seen people I know go through the same shit. I just really didn't care because my life fell apart on me all at once... but at least now I can say I have been there and I have experianced some of the same shit I see my loved ones and other friends go through. Anyways I cant say too much on here cause people I know read this... I just want everyone to know that I had a really great time and I cant wait to go back.... have a good summer everyone... I love you all. Take Care.