Listening to: last resort - papa roach
Feeling: cold
last week on July20th,2004 at 2:30a.m. i slit my wrist after an argument broke out between my parents and I... I cut 2 inches deep and also cut 8 tendons and the main artery... i have over 200 stiches and i was uncouncious for 4 hours because of the amount of blood that I had lost. I had surgery that night and I have to go back to the Surgen's office this monday for a check up, the doctors proclaimed that I may not be able to have any feeling or uasge in my left handarm again! I bwill have to endulge myself into physical therapy for quite sometime but as of now it has been said to be a year... i'm sorry for all the pain i have caused myself and my family.. i pray to God that things will be better and that sometime soon my mind nay be at ease once again! I love you all, please be safe and take care of yourselves. One Love, April Michelle.
Krystal