Hey guys.. how's life been treating you all?... Hopefully good, I never like to see anyone struggling. And if you are I appoligize for it, and if you need anyone to talk to I'm here. Seriously because I've been through alot of shit in life and I wish there would have been someone for me to go to, but instead I faced the hardships alone and I still suffer from the insanity it's caused. So anyways seriously if someones reading this and they need a friend to talk to, that knows how to listen, then hit me up and dont be shy or ashamed. I am trying to get through alot of lifes struggles right now. And I think I've finally over came the part of my life that leaves me lonely and desperate. And thats the fact that untill two days ago I had no one in this world to call my own, no one to love on, or share lifes prescious moments with, or even confide in and share my feelings. But that's all over now, because I'm dating this guy named Jesse James. And he is so sweet, I mean he really is one of the nicest persons I've ever met, very respectful and thoughtful. He just has this look about him that makes me happy to call him mine, he's got a look that just makes me instantly smile when I look at him.... so anyways he is a really good guy so far and I like him. He's awesome no to mention that he is FINE! I mean he's really cute, Blond hair and really bright baby blue eyes, nice complection, he's about 2 or 3 inches taller than me not too much, and he's skinny but buff. And oh my gosh guys he's got the cutest lips and teeth, and his facial hair is also blond, and he has a gotee.. he's just very very cute, and I am very very happy we're togethr and I hope he will treat me right, and I promise to do the same. Oh one more thing he's also really cool because he's not controling or jealous, and he gives me space, he's not always all up on me. But when we are around eachother we get along great and he just treats me like I'm his princess. And I've been longing for that for such a long time. I thank God for finally answering my prayers. P.S. I miss you daddy, I hope you are looking down on me in pride and happiness. I love you so much!