ive just managed to eat a cheese sarnie how full do i feel now!! at least ive eaten something. only at uni for a 2 hours today. o my god how cute was the lecturer he was well fit made my day anyway!! wee apparently linz is gettin more and more worried about me but shes still wont say anything to me. last nite she sent me a text asking was i ok and how sad ive been and that she doesnt know what to say to me. i guess shes trying but i cant get why its so hard for her to just ask me how i am. theres only 1 of me mates jo who knows everything about me and way ive been and it was her who said about linz being worried. the fact that she knows but is avoiding talkin about is makin me feel worse and its almost like i dont want her to talk about it if she cant handle it but on other hand it would be nice to have someone to talk to. were goin to pictures tonite linzis idea shes trying to get me out of the house!! so im gonna go and have a good nite tonite i hope