me parents came to see me today the joy of that. at the mo im feelin so depressed. ive been here on me own for 2 weeks now. not heard anything from any of me mates. i personally think they there avoiding me as some of em dont seem to be replying to messages and shit. maybe im just bein paranoid who knows. all i know is that ive been sat here for ages in tears and cant stop crying. the depressions defnatly back. im gettin the feelings of not wanting to get up, the general my life is shit and the self inflicted pain feelings are around at the mo.