didnt get up till 2. its so bad i really cant sleep normally. i feel really crap today. i cant wait to move out. i hate being on my own so much. linz went home thurs and shes back tomorrow and shes goin home again next weekend. i wouldnt mind if shed tell me. but she doesnt and it pisses me off big time. the doctor said i shouldnt be on my own my own much. hehe cant be trusted i didnt tell linz that though. it wouldnt have been fair. im movin out in june cant wait! gonna be 6 of us living together so itll be loads better than just 2 of us. the doc thinks that could have been a trigger for my depression. when i first came to uni i lived wi 5 other people then me and linz got the house. its so lonely sometimes and most of me mates dont live near by so i cant pop round. o well thats life could be worse off its been sunny here today so i went for a nice long walk. needed to get out was goin a bit crazy