HEy hey hey, this weekend went by super fast. i went to a carnival with my family saturday then kim stayed over at my pace and we played charades. then sunday i went to mass, yes i did and for the first time too. then to a couple softball games. then thomas called me and we talked for like 3 hrs on the phone and ive come to the conclusion that somethings not there for us anymore. its empty. i still feel for him, but he doesnt for me andi know it and i dont want a onesided relationship. especially with someone who went to a football game with a girl who likes him and he didnt even tell me. cheater, thats exactly what he is, and hes killing me. i just dont have the strength to do anything about it. -.- leave one.