[15] ugh

Listening to: none what*so*ever
Feeling: broken-hearted
:( today wasnt a very good day. But i guess it wasn't horrible. I had Megleo's class first and we didnt get to eat our suckers lol. but it was just kinda plain BoRiNg. So afta that, i had gym. BORING as HELL :P sorry - but it was. we played volleyball, but since we only had 1 net up, it was gay. like, 15 (or so) ppl on a side and the "popular fags" (teehee) kept goin in fronta me wen i tried to hit the ball, cuz they think so mucha themselves which i hate. then i had a spanish quiz and i had to do the spanish question things and i think she marked me off 4 pronouncing "Indepdencia" wrong (ya, me2 Julianne :0 ) and i did h/w the whole time. Then i had science, which wud normally b a fun class period, but it wasnt today. we did boring stuff i guess. idk idc. and then lunch. same old same old. i gave Kenny my pudding agn. lol. and torri n jj were saying stuff "behind my back" literally, and, like, i was right there. and it ticks me off. SO MUCH. but they dont get it, they never will, they never understood me. never will. But o well!!! umm, music. we watched more of that "ammadseus" movie. and did the worksheet. eww that guy is trying to kill Mozart lol. then math. o great. I did really well on my math test, tho. and i did well on the star math test. ---- can i just get something out: +i hate it wen ppl (like my friends mostly) make fun o' me for being "So stupid" and stuff. cuz, like, it dusnt make ne1 feel good, dus it??? so please dont do that to me, if ur reading this. i think u kno hu u r :/ like, its ok if u do that and then r like JKJKJK idc. but, like, now i always feel stupid, i have no more self-confidence cuz of everything my friends have sed to me. idk. nvm i guess. no1 cares. ---- i want to write something in here 4 every1 to see, but i cant, cuz ppl are just going to tell me not to do it and then they will 4get the next day, or pretend they forget. idk. *sigh* im going to St. Louis, MO, tho. i guess thatll be fun.......... idk. xoxo courtney (corney lol) oxox
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Hey!~I lyk the way ur diary is set up!Its cute!Ok well TTYL!~
~Amber
'course you can be my friend :)

try not to let what your friends say get to you. i know its hard but you just have to ignore them. *hugs*
Hey!~Yeah lets be friends!Do u have AIM or Yahoo Messenger?Mii s.n on AIM is pinkhottie589 ((lol))...And on Yahoo its
mnmfreek_0340 ...TTYL!~
~Amber
your diary roolze
[Anonymous]
I know exactly what you mean by that gym is boring as hell. But you're lucky you have volleyball, we have floor hockey.
Thanks for the comment!
Hey, do u an AOL or AIM sn? If so, let me know and I'll IM ya.
thanx!
*marlyn*
[Anonymous]
hey courtney! it's spamm and this is the first time i am reading ur diary. It's...interesting. I think it's time for that 'lecture' lol. Courtney, i know for a fact that u and torri and jj r best friends. Little fights r never gonna change that. u have a gr8 life. gr8 friends (ME) lol, a nice house, parents that care about u (even tho i've never met em but jj says they do) and tons more than many ppl. remember....WE LUB U!!!!!!!
~spamm~
[Anonymous]
hey I know wat u mean volleyball sux
then ur friends r asses for treatin u like shit
but pc out
[Anonymous]