Audra, Well now that you just left at 1:15 (yeah...I hope your mom doesn't kill you...well we had fun right?) How much homework did we actually get done? Well I feel TONS better now. I like the truth. I wish I resorted to it more often as the first option to problems. Letting people know how you feel is always a good thing, but sometimes it's hard to bring up. Well I guess this is one of those tests of friendship. I really hate losing good friends, I guess that's why I always let this kinda stuff just go by and don't say anything about it (like pretend it's not happening). It's kinda funny that you're absolutely the only one who will be able to make ANY sense of this entry, so that's why I didn't mark it as private because no one else will even know what in the world I'm talking about (probably they will just think I've lost my mind...ship me off to the loony bin now!...jk) I love you to death, and it's now 1:20...and I STILL have to study for that Econ test that I was really supposed to study for last night. I'm going to also try to stop being such a procrastinator (it all started with Sasha, she woar off on me). I'm ready to make all this change so I can have a more balanced life again and know who I am and who my friends really are. This all probably sounds really random, but it's really not that drastic. I'm just now going to try and do my homework when I get home, and I'm going to deal with some friend things. I hope you do well on the test tomorow (remember that supine is on your back...wow). Too bad that your entry to me didn't get saved right, but I saw it before the computer (stupid website) ate it up (haha...sounds kinda funny). This is in a way my response to it. Love (and hugs)~ Sarah (P.S. You are the most wonderful best friend I could have ever dreamed of having)