pete- i want to be someone who isnt afraid, someone who can handle what life has to give. i want to be independant, i dont want my happiness to depend on other people. i want to tell people what i think about them. i want to speak my mind, and tell the truth. i want people to know the real me that i keep inside. the me that likes the color yellow, and cries inside when people say the n word. the me that loves to draw anything and everything in sight. the me that sleeps with a stuffed animal. i try and hide things from the world. my mind is so deep, i have overflowing thoughts. everything is constantly on my mind, i am always thinking about something. i can never get away from myslef. even in my sleep. i am constantly asking myslef questions about the world. but on the outside...all i am is a fucked up kid in black. ``al``