well, today has been overall bad. i have been sick. i went to the paint store and picked out painted for my room. neat, huh? i was supposed to go to the movies with pete, but i feel like shit. i helped nicole paint her room. it was only the trims and i made it look like shit, sorry nicole =(. but yeah. i am bored...yeah there are people in this world that make me very mad. i dont know why all of you mother fuckers do shit to piss me off. but whatever, i can make it on my own. seirously, you people think you know how it is to be me. you stereo type me. the person that i am, the things that i do. if i could only tell the public who i really am. but you arent ready for it. in time, in time. i hate how people look at me, the stares, the whispers. "she went to a mental hosdpital" "i heard she tried to kill her family" "they found her trying to kill herself, the cops were there". that is all bullshit. yeah i did go to a phsyc hospital. but thats all. i have "issues", as they call it. but hey, i got to sit in the booths. they dont let just any crazy person sit in the booths. haha. well, just letting it out. btw, you hate me cus im a player. !al