hey all. uh...well me and pete have recently gotten in a few fights but we are friends now. im so high above him :-P. hehe. uhm, i have gotten closer to Shelby Mcclain. i hung out with her pete and ryan at the library. yes, ryan doubleday. hahah. i know, i hated him before, but now i dont. i told him about how i went theu his stuff...hehehe. uhm, rahcelle told mom that if i were to go back to the hospital that she wanted me to go to havenwick. i said HELL NO. harbor oaks is the place for me. :). w00t. uhm, i skipped fourth hour today and went to all three lunches. i sat at nicoles table. people are say that me and john-o are a "thing". ha. no. were not. i like 2 kids. i know, you hate me cus im a player. you are so jealous. NOT. i wish, well really i dont, i dont give a fuck about you. nice to know, huh? i dont care what anybody thinks any more. im sick of hiding everything. every cut, every bruise. its all out in th open. every one knows everything about me. and it dosent even matter anymore. i used to care about you and your bull shit, but now i dont. SO FUCK YOU. and go home happy. end everything right. !al was here duh you dumbass, of course i was here its my fucking journal.