pete and paige came over, i gave pete his present. i am very very very upset right now. i dont even know why. pete wrote "pete hearts al" on my wall. i didnt like that. i know he likes me, but i dont like him like that. and i dont like to think about it becus i dont want our relationship to change. :/. i have been doing ALOT of thinking, recently. i spent like my whole weekend alone, so i did alot of thinking. and i have decided that i have made some mad decisions in my life, recently. in the past year. i have decided to neglect my good friends, and become distant. wtf is that? i dont even know. nor, do i care. !this is me not caring.