Listening to: Code of Energy - Papa Roach
Feeling: uncomfortable
The Last Tear
No one knows why she sits and cries
Keeping her feelings locked up inside
Tears of pain and tears of sorrow
Dreading to wake up and survive tomorrow
But today is different, she anxiously thinks
I can be happy with just one drink
“Goodbyeâ€, she writes, “It’s not your faultâ€
“I just needed my misery to come to a haltâ€
“So please don’t be sad and please don’t cryâ€
“You can make it; you’re braver than Iâ€
So with one last tear and one last breath
The pain has ended and she welcomes her death...
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Drowning In this darkened pool,
Which I used to know as life:
No one else feels my pain
No one else knows my strife.
Despair ringing deep and dark
Wrenching all joy from from my thoughts.
Perhaps someday I'll laugh again...
But, in my heart I know I'll not.
For cruel people call my name
Prejudice darkening their voice.
They won't allow me in their ranks...
When you're strange you have no choice.
I want no place among them as it is,
It holds no appeal for me.
Shrouded forever in my darkness,
It is there I wish to be.
Kill Me
Put me out of my misery-
Torment me.
Cut me with your comments-
I'll feel it not.
I won't feel anything,
I refuse.
Hate me as I do...
It dosen't bother me.
Why must you pretned?
why must you feel pity?
Pity me not.
I don't deserve it.
Leave me here-
Alone-
Empty-
Unforgiven..
Let me rot.
I want...
I don't know what I want,
But I want it...
And I won't let myself have it.
Kill me,
So that I may be free.
'Tis all I ask of you,
Please, kill me.
In the darkness I lay
When will the pain go away?
My life is ending fast
I can't hide my past
Leaving this awful place
Puts a smile on my face
I just want to die
I hate it when I cry
But time is fading fast
These words will be my last
Now it is time to die to you I say goodbye..
© Drina N.
<3 JaNeLlE
[stoney]