save up all your weeks pay to spend it with me in a day. i stand just beside you as you arch your back in the reeling of instability at the hands of youth. i can laugh but not without you hearing from some ditant contelataion that moves lcoser all the itme. homecomings are so exciting when your readyt o see the missed but who said abscene makes the heart row fonder. no reason to be negative or negate this segement of being but i just dont see you pannig into view as the musty nihgts become irrepairable and i 'm left in the fogging after morning thoughts of waking from dreams. stellar stars in monochromitc tin palted foil warpped decency. i 'm not meaing o be cynical it just keeps coming out htat way and i'll wait for you to catch your breath so we can start this all over again. i never want to feel your hands in mine keep your space from wearing holes in mine i' fine hee where i can choose thbe left alone without annoying cell phone calls or cranky ex's that cant seem to let go after the choose to decide that they could. i'm not stoned or jaded i'm just concetrated around whats left that still shines brightly enough through te vapors of rising disenigration and dis-intergration but htas not intresting to me naymore. i'll just wait here in active passivity and acknowledge your precense when you smile at me with your eye contact. never leave me alone without a way to find my way home. well i guess last night is gone for sure. and as the sun begins setting this eveinig i'll be farther from where we were than what we were will ever be. goodby and goodningt ito all those friends lost in dream cycles waking feeling more irritable than departing conciousness for the night but i should really watch whats going into and out of my mouth. for you only good bye but i cant stop thinkg about us or we or this keyboard but htere is so far away from the past days we spent laid next to each oter in the afternoons while the tv screen flickers its entrancing traces of your reality. good fellow ending in the night of the days desire i'm only human in the nights crest falling gently and weeping as its passed into memory. i'm so regretful i could only think of this now or come to htis conclusion in such a late hour. now ait to hear where i am and you will see a shattered refelction of waht i sued to be. hold in your own mirror for safe keeping but i cant stay in this form its not me any longer i'm evolving to quickly to keep up withyou. but "they'll never catch you with me casu i move to slow. slw enough to know that your gonna have to go."