next to nothing he's left here near the exit. i dont really know where this is going. see you in a few weeks than it will be a few months than maybe a few years cheers and heres to fort collins colorado,i guess. anyway the ways of blank and nothing images of posts ferret their way around the means that i have lost how to describe what it is that i am thinking about. the entirtiy of it is just out of reach begin quote "what i really want to say i cant define" end quote this is not true but it is stuck in my reoccuring thoughts all to often even though i have no heartbreak or violent intentions. sorry this is just my way of shaking my thoughts back together so that i can really understand what it is that i am trying to write. anyway again i find myself here at sitdiary all flowery and flowing but not so much no i feel i am more feigning than glowering and fading into the retrospective thoughts now that i have been left here behind. i couldn't be happier.