particles of seamless imagination call back to a single place and the only reference point is now corrupt. i can remember the end when there is so much left to learn about now. what is my best course of action here they wish to know they wish to know they wish to know what is going on inside my head its all so disorganized and completely erradic in the way it forms together to bring me to now. i can never stop. i can never stay here. i could never love the life you have for me. the words only slow the reaction here is the last sentence