only words have the meaning but never expressing them is a choice that matters little when we are face to face because its so much easier to read you in a perfect silence than cloud the worlds air with nouns and non sequators. i'm loving the distance in absent syllables. i'm losing the time to spend. i'm leaving here again soon but its only a replay of what has occurred before like deju vu.if only somethings things like that could be real and if only i would write them into exsitance.