Like shit. Everything's not getting better like it should. I want to make an entry that's just so gosh darn cute and funny that people will chuckle and say "that nicole, she's a funny one." but i can't. because i'm all... bllllaaahhhh. I'm sick of feeling this way everytime i get home. blah blah blah, whine, complain, etc... I told her i wouldn't be a fuck up like her. That i wouldn't screw up and mess my life up like she did. i told her all that not only because it's what i wanted but to spite her and show her, that i'm not like her at all. and i told her so.