I wish I were asleep. So tired, so tired I wish I were asleep. Writing this is killing me. I need the rest, day in and day out, rest. Asleep in my own little world. Alone... I like it that way. At least sometimes. I have only fallen asleep with one guy. It was very comfortable, but it was by accident. I am so dead, my fingers float across the keys, as if they weren't even there at all. 4 classes a day, and hour and a half a piece. Never going to end. I wish I wasn't so tired, is there something wrong with me, why can't I stay awake...All I ever do is sleep. Caffiene pills, maybe. But I am not that way. My mom thinks I am on something. But, I am not. Maybe there isn't anything wrong with me. It is just that I am a norma 16 year old that is tired. I work, and go to school, but doesn't almost every 16 year old. If I could I would sleep away the world. Sleep away my problems, Sleep away everything. But isn't that why people smoke weed, do drugs, drink alcohol. Isn't that why? People get adaicted to these things, I am just addicted to sleep. On the couch, in the car, on the bed, or under the stars. In a tent or in a house, I can sleep almost anywhere. Scarcely tired, can't I just lie down, My addiction is getting to me, I just need to sleep. It's been like this for awhile now, has anyone ver felt the same. Or do you just think i am some retard. I usually am a very active person, then alot happened. My dog died (don't laugh I loved that dog) My mom and her boyfriend for 6 years broke up, my brother moved out, my grandma had a stroke, my mom is getting married soon, I am the freakin maid of this damn house, and my father wants nothing to do with me. Maybe I am depressed, It won't be the first time, Everyone has had a bad day, Maybe mine is just a continueance of bad days, nothing but bad days.Man can I just go to sleep? My grades are slipping. Is this my fault? Scarcely tired...I need some sleep.