Derrick and I went to the mall. We walked around and saw some prom dresses. I found this one I really liked and better yet, he really liked to. Then we went and sat in my blazer, and made out like crazy, he is one of the best kissers I have ever had, that makes me feel like I am waiting for something something special which I can do. I love him a lot and I can wait as long as it takes for him no prob. It is really great that we have lasted this long. I told him that I don't know what I would do if he ever left me, he said If I ever left him he would die. And that made me realize that he really means a lot to me