Shane was my best friend in the whole world. He died in a Car accident on September 15, 2005. I really do not know how to deal with this, and lately, i can barely even think. I have had a total of 8 people die in a two week period and I am not coping well with it at all. Shane's funeral was that monday and my boyfriend wouldn't go because I guess he decided to be a prick. He said he wouldn't go because me and Shane used to date. I said what the fuck, do you actually think I am going to fuck him while he is in the casket. So we split. Shane was the last guy I slept with. The last guy I kissed, The only guy I slept with more than once... and I am taking this very hard. We had talked not even a half hour before he crashed also killing two others, Thomas and Whitney... Too much has happened in the last 2 and a half weeks, and I seriously do not know what I am going to do... I thought about killing myself and soon realized that that is not the way... b/c that is the only unforgiveable sin, which means I would never be able to see him again. So I will see him when the time comes and I will love him forever... And Danielle can go to hell for all the lies she has told. I want to thank everyone who has been there for me the last couple of weeks. And shane If tears could build a stairway, and memories a lane, I'd walk right up to heaven, and bring you home again. RIP I Love You