So yes its still june 1 i just didnt feel like writeing more in the other one so i wrote a new one...ok? so i just got back from going to Gardunos (the N has an accent thingy) with my mom and my sister, we've never been out to dinner b4, just us girls, it was interesting, it wasnt that special i guess... well i guess i dont care if you evryone who reads this knoes, but yeah so my parents are separated and they say they are getting a divorse, my sister doesnt care...and my bros are sad and me personally i dont know what to think, what should i be thinking? yeah it would be different, but my dad has never showed me that he loves me, so why should i be sad? but whatever i dont know..just pray for me guys and my parents too! im so confused right now, yesterday they were for sure getting a divorse now they arent sure? its makes me mad, my dad is gonna go to counselling but that has never helped him, i just feel bad for my mom, i dont understand why she keeps giving him more chances its prolly because of us kidz, but i guess i will understand it when im older or something... well i wrote like 7 new poems in the last week im putting all my poetry in a journal thing now so its all neat and stuff! i will put some of them in here sometime, but they arent really good...so yeah