Listening to: ShOuT tO tHe LoRd
Feeling: happy
WOW…where to I even start? This week was so amazing and life changing and now I’m gonna change others lives with the power of God! So I left on Tuesday and I was expecting big things! Honestly I didn’t really want to change tho…I was being so stubborn! But after the service on Tuesday night I wanted to change, so badd! The message and worship was so amazing! Then there was a bonfire after the service that night and after I went to go put my bible and notebook down I fell…yupp I was just walking and sorta collapsed, sure it was funny but I have a battle wound from it! I have a scrape along my whole calf, no I’m not exaggerating! I LOVE JESUS
Then on Wednesday is when I really changed because the message was for me all of the messages were for me, but still! And I got prophecied over on Wednesday morning! He was talking about trust and how sometimes you don’t trust someone because you have had hurt in the past after you gave them your trust! And that’s true, everyone deals with that, then they had all the people who felt like they couldn’t trust anyone go up to a certain spot and there was only 5 people and I was one of them! I know I can trust God now! Okay so that’s when matt maiden (the youth pastor) prophecied over me and God was saying through him “This ones so special to me, this is my chosen daughter. She has such a tender heart and she is sensitive. She doesn’t understand why people can be cruel and hurt others that’s why when they hurt her, they get deep and they hurt so bad.†I cant remember the rest exactly but it was like that I have many deep thoughts and stuff! And then a counselor staci who I awesome was praying for me at the same time and after pastor matt was done she said “Wow that’s exactly what God just told me about you†isn’t that amazing? God knows me so much more than I know myself he will never cease to amaze me! And Wednesday night was awesome too! It was always awesome!
Then came Thursday! The morning was great as usual! Pastor george (KC’s daddy) did it! He dressed up as a girl to show us a demonastration his message was so amazing I took so many notes it was incredible!The during the day we played games and stuff it was cool! Then there was a food fight bu I decided not to take part in it, hehe I would rather not smell like tomatoes and beans thank you very much! So Thursday was the last night and omgoodness was the service incredible and ALL we did was worship and worship and worship forever!! It was so amazing I was so touched and im so changed more than ever before I was headed towards some really bad stuff..like seriously, you would never think that I would be doing this stuff, but I was and I was soo broken and Jesus gave me freedom he set me free cos hes so glorious! He gave me strengthed and he COMPLETELY healed me! Im never going back, im going to be a leader im going to change people, you’ll see! I will do ANYTHING and I mean ANYTHING to make God proud of me! And I know he is! And right now I know hes smiling at me because I gave him my life all over and im all his! IM SO HAPPY NOW, more than I ever have been in my life I cant stop praising him and praying and smiling!....I love this and im not losing it, not EVER!
Heres a poem I wrote on Wednesday when I was at camp
When I look up I see your beautiful face
When I look down I feel your embrace
When the grass is green and the sky is blue
I will always live to worship you
When the leaves and the seeds fall to the ground
My feet will dance and rejoice in sound
When fire burns and flowers bloom
You are the one I will always consume
When the choir sings and worships aloud
I will be in the choir not in the crowd
When the room is full with all your grace
There will always be a smile upon my face
I believe, trust and honor you
This is my promise to always stay true
This morning at the last service we just had an open mic. And anyone who wanted to could go up and talk about their week and what happened with them or share their testimony or just share anything about God! And they were asking who wanted to go first and noone was going after like a minute so I did! I went first and read my poem! I was really nervous because that poem is mine, I wrote it, its all me! But I didn’t do it for them, and didn’t do it for me I did it for God, so I could share my joy with others! Im so changed I would say it’s a miracle! And who saiz that isn’t possible! GOD CAN DO ANYTHING!..if u guys ever need to talk im here or if u wanna talk about God I would love to, because im in love with him!!!!
-Love-
Leah
I love Jesus!
For this reason I kneel before the Father, from whom his whole family in heaven and on earth derives its name. I pray that out of his glorious riches he may strengthen you with power through his Spirit in your inner being, so that Christ may dwell in your hearts through faith. And I pray that you, being rooted and established in love, may have power, together with all the saints, to grasp how wide and long and high and deep is the love of Christ, and to know this love that surpasses knowledge--that you may be filled to the measure of all the fullness of God. Now to him who is able to do immeasurably more than all we ask or imagine, according to his power that is at work within us, to him be glory in the church and in Christ Jesus throughout all generations, for ever and ever! Amen. – Ephesians 3:14-21
Those are my verses! There mine! Thats my prayer
wow all of that is like a book...my whole entry i mean lol
its so awesome to watch God change your life. really, i haven't even talked to u yet, and i can see how He got a hold of you.
i love you!
keep praying for me..and thank you.