So last night church was awesome! It always is though! Everytime i go i leave with a changed life! It is completely amazing! Matt prayed over me and it was just what i needed! I was asking God for some sort of sign of where im suppose to go or what im suppose to do or where im suppose to be and then matt came over to me and prophecied over me, and it was completely awesome! he is such an amazing man of God! He is one of a kind! Today chapel rocked! but thats only cause matt came and spoke! yay! it was so awesome and the worship was incredible, i can tell this SCA people are changing...slowly, but it doesnt matter how fast as long as they are changing! yay im so excited but ahh...i have been struggeling so much with temptation..ahh its like insane! i wish i could erase my past from my memory cause it just reminds me of all the crap ive been through and done. anyways ..I love jesus with all my heart no matter what!