How can I tell this person how sorry I am for taken the person she loved away from her. I can do so much but I feel that she would have a hard time believen me. She says they are lies but I have not told one. That's just not me. If she doesn't believe o well I tried, I'm not going to get on my knees and beg. I have never got on my knees for forgivens, just one time and that time was to talk to GOD. It's hard for others to see what one has been through, or what one is capable of doing. We can't judge others until we have judge ourselfs. Everyone says that when we are young that we look up to the people that r around us. But how can one do when the people that are around turn their back on you, or they don't give a shit about you. I tell you want I did, I played along. I did what I wanted, with my life. Not everyone is perfect. So that's why I BECAME MY OWN ROLE MODEL. I wasn't afraied at times of missing up I just knew that I had to try again and again. I don't give up that easliy. I never set goals in the past b/c I knew they would fell so I just went along with the world. And never let my surrounding overcome me. People have a different way of thinkin. Mine is not perfect, but at least it has past me by. Strong heart, smile alot, forgivens, bad tempered, weak in love, average with the 9, bad at opening doors, advisor, artists, MEXICAN, love children, find a way out even if the true hurts, making friends, loyal, black hair, english and spanish not perfect, perfect in Spanglish, making others smile, making others see what they have inside, letting others feel GOOD inside, lazy, take care of my people and the people that care for me, talking to other people from different back grounds (since I moved from LA), trouble maker, well I can go on with the negative but NO. Well can you write about you. I mean can you write the things that you know about you. TRY @};-