Where in four years do you find yourself? Have u ever thought where u would be at this time? Think about it one day, now that we are going and trying to bond with that special someone. So many things to think about. LOVE, love can over come everything, anything, right. What about when love doesn't work. When this feeling can't pay the bills, when your family leaves you, when no one is there when that person is lost as you are. So many things. I wonder about this things after that fight that me and him had. Damn so many things to worry about. Yes LOVE can overcome many thing, but not most of them. Do you find your self in a labor room, in a house, in a apartment, at a base camp, in a jail cell, at a college, owning your business. Where do you find yourself? One can’t really know this until one get there, you have the choice in what you what to do with your life and what you don’t want to do. Is this why so many people give up, b/c the don’t know what to do with things are hard. Now I’m here engaged, ready to bend myself to a person that is very jealous, gets bad easily but doesn’t show it until he is along with you, sweet, gives me whatever I want, strict, hard worker, loving, knows how to cook, gave so many things to be with me, left his family in GA to be with me. He left that night. Shit I really went overboard. His in my dreams, I cried myself to sleep and hated myself for putting our happiness on the line, damn Janice what did you do? Whatever I did it was just a test, a test to find what I had with this person. What would he do? If he has the love that I have for him he will come back, if he doesn’t he would call me and say that we were rushing into things. Where is he now, he is here at my side exactly as I thought he would. I don’t have him on a chain, that is the last thing I would do. I would let him do whatever he thinks is right, when he wants a opinion I be there. Where in four yrs do you find yourself? Wherever you see yourself, just have a positive and negative view on things. A life is never perfect, one can only try but tears will always shed................. @};- Vadu ~ Low