Well I have to many things in my head, and I dont know how to seperate them from each other. It's really frustrating. Next thing you know, I be doning something stupid, when Im suppost to do something else. I'm not confussed or anything of a sort, I just need to see the true and what is bullshit in things. Examine things with every single detail even if it is smaller that a price of rice.(I Like Rice)-Jessica Hyatt Well whatever, I really dont have any problems now, I was confussed, mal informed, frustrated, mad, angry, about to kill someone, and all that stuff one feels when people are blinding you from the truth, and doubting your love. My fault too.....I was foolish to believe all the bullshit that other people said to me, the complaining, warnings, mal advice. It really doesn't get me that much but something happened yesturday that just made me lose my guard and I lost my senses in things, and I went crazy with JEALOUSY. Cant stand when these other fucking little gurls grab on him. It's funny though. I just stare and just want to see the look on their faces when my hand is around their little neck, they struggling, kicking, crying, wasting their breath begging for me to stop, and just turning my wist clockwise, as hard as I can.......... ......"Crack".... and then there is silence. What a silence, a silence that makes you feel wonderful, forgetting in just what you finished doing, and the WHINNING is gone. What a silence!!!!! =D Hahahahah..... thats funny. Me and my stupid thoughts........Yea......... I had to let it go, Im rather fine now. Now I can go to sleep of a while, before I go to work. @};- ~Kittie~