"Funny animal" Funny animal I had you on a chain, I gave you whatever you wanted, The lie that you wanted, The faceless, soul that you could not hake, When you tried to figure me out I gave you samething different, The chain was but so far, You claw the ground to get to me, I let my self get a little close, but I gave you a different face, The words were true, but you hid something from me, A nameless enter threat, not to me, but for yourself, You try to be hard, when your heart, and soul are weak, You may never find "that person," until you have found yourself, Silly animal, you played with others, but not with me. And yes I am stronger, b/c I have no chain, and my claws are still sharp, Try to play with me again, and I just have to show, you how sharp they are. =========================================== "Poor Fool" The night is again cold, You are here at my side, you run your hand through, my wet black hair, I look at your eyes, they are pure, and dull, you give me comfort, but not safety, I see the person inside of you, I know your plans and your feelings, they are good but not good enough, You are sweet but not hard, I cry of laugher when I judge my self, I'm cruel and shelfish, I see her blurting with you, I walk to your side and, you turn to see me, I slap you and you grab my hand, I said its over and thats when you said, I LOVE YOU, Bullshit are your words, they fly in one ear and go out throught the other, your are funny trying, to get my attention, you poor fool you really, are a dumb ass. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ "Alone?" I walk inside the house, You are no were to be found, I cry your name and still no respone, I fly to the room and the bed is fixed, The kitchen is full of dishes, I cry your name again and still no answer, I pass the hallway for the seveth time, were the hell are you I wonder, I look out the window, Wondering if you have left me, I close my eyes and turn to the living room, and there you are with a hand full of red roses. ><><><>><<>><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><>< "Sleepless" I cry myself to sleep My eyes are tired of crying I go thought the endless pictures of us I rememder the plans we had The future that bonded us The promise to stay at each others side You broke my defence I looked at the world with different eyes The comfort that was there in no more I shouldn't have told you The truth that was luming inside That shot that was given to you was felt by me I'm sorry Charlos, for not telling you sooner Endless are the night since your death Our baby is still inside He keeps me going known that I have a part of you inside I rest my eyes and the room is filled with darkness.