i have had a totally amazingly wonderful week to the 5th power but it sucks sooooooo hard that i leave for new york on thursday...i dont get to see glenn again until next like wednesday or thursday. it sucks sooooooo hard. i sware im calling him like RIGHT when i get home. im so scared of airplanes this sucks. what if i die...that would mean no more glenn...no more kisses...no more mommy...no more underground...no more music...no more nothing!!!! AHHHH I DONT WANNA DIE! ok but anyways i got to hang out with glenn monday and tuesday, it made me super duper happy! but then we were like sad because like im leaving and im not gunna see him today or tomorrow. it sucks sooooooo hard. shannons birthday is in like 6 days. its cool. im going to eat cake with her and her parents tonight. it sucks for shannon cuz josh is grounded cuz his mom saw his neck...its lame. shes sad. i feel bad for her. mom saw my D and i have to get it up TODAY..this sucks so hard. i hate school. this shit is confusing man. i wish it was all over. and i dont care if my entrys are emo, whoever said my diary would be cool if i wasnt so emo...well i dont care honestly...fuck you. lol not literally. i realized jesus is the cause for everything. hes and A-Face because hes making me leave everthing that im finally enjoying to go hang out with a buncha people that i dont really even like that much but w/e. im outtie...time for school! <3 oh yeah btw did u hear...brookes not talking to becca