yeah well i dont really remember what i said before in updates but. hmmm. me and katherine hung out and it was fun. thats like all. i have just been hanging out with people. i went to venice beach. we saw a lot of very odd people. me and katherine made funny movies on my digital camera. we laughed alot. we went and saw jeff today that was cool. tomorrow im going to danielles birthday party. im really tired. i miss alot of stuff right now. i feel like im losing alot of stuff including my mind. im think too much. im worrying too much. im scared. and it sucks. help please!!