wow....i feel so, i dont even know how to explain it. honestly i don't even know how to start this entry. well, i'm feeling pretty down right now. i can't let myself do anything i might regret because if i do something and i get caught, i'm dead. i'm grounded from the computer haha...not really, mom doesn't really inforce that one but i'm also grounded from the underground, one of my favorite places in the world. i'm grounded from the underground for 4 weeks. it's terrible. it makes me so sad. i haven't been updating this alot anymore which i'm not really sure if thats a good or bad thing. i'm moving. my last night in this house is friday night and i won't be here friday night. i'm going down to south gate (in orange county) and i'm going to my grandma's house for friday night and early saturday morning i'm going over to christys house. i'm excited. i miss her. that's the one thing im truely happy about right now. she's have a party at her house and i'm going. my head hurts, i have so much running through my mind right now. my heart feels like it's beating a million times per second. i feel sorta lightheaded. i like advil. but anyways, glenn dumped me...but im guessing everyone who even takes the time to read this already knows it. i miss him so much. i really really liked him and i still do but i guess i'm going to just have to make the best of just being friends with him. i have a feeling it probably won't really be like uncomfortable to hang out around him. i don't really know if we are gunna see eachother for awhile but like i know when i do see him things will probly be ok. this isn't really that emo so im gunna say a line, and it's gunna be what im going to go do... "im going to go bathe in my sorrows"