Errr, okay so i'm trying this whole online diary thing. . . i really dont know what to say for a first entry. im never really good at these things. im just looking for someplace to safely place my thoughts and try to find people understand. " So, this is my life.And i want you to know that i am both happy and sad and I'm still trying to figure out how that could be" -the perks of being a wallflower. ♥leila