Attention! Attention! May I have all your eyes and ears to the front of the room, if only, if only for one second. This table has taken a turn for the worst. Rock bottom and over the edge well it's not like it hurts that much anyway. Upside down and inside out. When I leave here I'm going alone. Well it's not like, it not like it hurts much anyway -the academy is everytime i see him it hurts. we were together for almost 5 months and he left me out of nowhere. its funny, how he left when he said what can i do to gain your trust. so here's to teenage romance& not knowing why it hurts like hell i wanna hate him so bad, but i know if he said lets get back together id do it. i cant though, hes put me through so much hell. today at bowling practice i almost passed out. i got so dizzy that i threw up. this has been going on since june. and they still dont know whats wrong with me. mom says if i dont feel better by tomorrow shes taking me to the hospital. im not going to school tomorrow , im suppose to rest. err i hate this.today was just complete crap. i hated it so much. the dizziness has come to the point where its not even bearable anymore. nothing's bearable anymore. ♥ leila