Yesterday we had the first game of the season. We played brick township and we won. the score was 14-0. Friday night and saturday morning i was so nervous. I had 2 bad scrimmages before that so i was scared to have another bad game, especially when it was the first game of the season. I ate really lightly, but it didnt matter cause i got so nervous i threw it up anyway. I was just so scared to face my team if we lost,cause the scrimmages before that they got mad at me cause we lost. I play goalie for lacrosse, so the game pressure is always on us. About an hour before we were suppose to be on the field, i completely relaxed myself. i listened to all acoustic music to clear my head. When we got there, it ended up thunder storming, so we had to sit in the boy's -football locker room and wait out the storm. and it was worth it. I ended up having a shut out. i saved 15 shots. I really needed this confidence booster. This was my first shutout, and ive been playin for 3 years. The coach gave me the game ball, she thought it was the right thing to do. And then i saw my name in the sunday paper, and i just couldnt get my smirk off my face. Hopefully i can play as well as i did yesterday for tuesday's game. We are playing our Rival school. eek. ♥ leila faye*