Wow! I just got off my date with Jason and all i have to say is wow! I really think i like him, but that is bad because i am in love with another boy named Landen Scott Hardy (my high school sweet heart). He is so wonderful, landen, and i really do love him with all my heart. But Jason is so cute and he is just a ton different from landen. I think i have a smallish crush on him and that is were it is going to stay for a long time, because jason is 24 and his next step in life as far as girls go is to get married and that is what i am the farthest away from...so yeah. I don't know what to do and i am just so torn inside i could scream. maybe i will go and eat some ice ceam and that will make me feel better about myself. Sleep could be good also...i will talk to you later. good noght all