So i really don't understand why some people just don't care. What is it that causes a person to throw away his/her life? There has to be a reason....and yet he won't open up and share it with me! He says he still loves me and yet when i ask for a simple explination he won't share! I really do care about him and love him still...and it makes me so sad to see him throw away his life like this and there is nothing i can do to fix it or even help!!! I can't even begin to express the hurt and anger (mostly just hurt) i feel inside over this! Can't he see that i love him and that he is someone who is so special to me!!! Can't you see it!!! I love you!! and i don't want you to throw away your life like this! Please won't you let me in to help you? PLEASE!!! i am begging here...please.... Let me help you...i want to see you succeed in life...please i care to much about you to just forget about it and move on like every one is telling me to do. You are a part of me weather you like it or not! i care about you....please.