So today i went and bought me a new pretty dress amd shoes to go with it! it was so gorgeous and i was so excited to get put it on. Then when i did i felt so beautiful! it was the most wonderful feeling in the world!!! Well the reason i got so dressed up was because there was a concert that i was attending. Before the dress up concert there was a small casual concert that i went to also. Jason was there and he said hi to me and asked how i was. but he never said anything about how i looked or anything and i he had plenty of opportunities to after the concert! It just makes me feel so sad inside and all the other compliments that i got from people didn't mean squat! i really shouldn't let him affect me like this but he does! so now at the end of it all i feel just as ugly and unwanted as i did before, but i am still wearing the dress though because i would like to think that he wanted to say something but didn't have the guts to do it. just a stupid girlish fantasy i guess. oh well....i will go and cry and see what tomorrow brings me(and Jason).