okay. so my titling skills are somewhat lacking.

i didn't even want eggs, really. it's just that the chickens are back laying so i have a stack of em.

i'm to move, soon. can't afford what i got. i got too much.
i been in a weird place today.

i have very little interest in my children. i know people will judge me for this, but it's a fact right now. they're so bombarded with crap from elsewhere, and they come here and spew it back at me, but can't answer if i ask "why?"

they've been destroyed. they have so much potential.
and the younger. co-dependant does not begin to express it. it saddens me.

but that's that aspect. and that thought came with me moving, were i not to see them for some time. i've thought about throwing it all to the wind, giving away all my stuff and being a gypsy a while.

but i fucken hate gypsies.

so i need to pack all my stuff (no mean feat) and move it. and store it. i think i'll head north. but i don't like the heat. but i do like the north. and it's cheap. i live in the most expensive city in this country.

so unless this business grant comes through and i start myself a workshop. i'm outties.
and i dont know why i find myself here. i suppose it's as close to a record as there'll be of my life (my side of the story anyway)

how's this apocalypse thing going for ya? some prophesise 28th october, this year. where will you be? others say 20/12/2012.. not long either way.
but i'm more or less ready for acension. acenscion to what i can't be sure, higher knowledge, truth, being, enlightenment. guess i'll find out when i'm there. or maybe i am already. maybe the way i'm feeling is the casting of earthly shackles.

we'll see.
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