This has become uninteresting. i write this now out of habit, not out of interest or because i have anything to write that has any meaning to anyone else, or myself. See, this entry is more for information, and for myself as a reminder, than anything interesting or for anyone in particular. i've grown to dislike my own writing, i find no further enjoyment in what i do anymore. nothing i write has any actual meaning, i write out of bordem now. i'm considering shutting down this journal, as i'm just filling it full of crap and pointless bullshit. and that's the first time i've sworn all day...