It has been a long time since I last updated on here, but then it has been a long time since I wrote anything worth reading, or even anything legible. Life has been complicated lately. My ex is obsessing over me - we broke up because I got fed up with her lying to me, though she claims she never lied to me even though she also admitted to lying in the same conversation. My new girlfriend is in love with me, I am not sure how I feel about her. I think I love her, but I am not certain (possibly because I do not like the idea of being in love since all it has ever bought me in the past has been pain and heartache) There was someone else, briefly, though nothing happened between us. There was a problem due to age, her being fourteen and me being eighteen in a week. I think she was falling for me too, which would have made things a lot more complicated, but we are no longer speaking (apparently at her request, though I think it was more her parents demand) There are a lot of other complications, but I do not have the time to post it all up right now, I will do so later, so long as I remember and can get online. Oh and, I got back into college. Starting in September. I got kicked out ages ago for poor attendance, and I have been given another chance. I am possibly the luckiest S.O.B alive.