I think 'spiffy' is a funny word, and is not used often enough. I don't actually feel spiffy, but i like the word. Now, on with the entry:- I've been doing some stupid things recently. I recently had an operation, that failed. My body has an unusual reaction to the anaesthetic, it numbed the whole area, with the exception of the infected part which was to be operated on. It's been infected for about 6 months (according to my mother) and been really bad for the past 3.5 months. If it continues through the fourth set of antibiotics i'm on now, it is likely to be a hospital visit to get it sorted. Now, you may be wondering what that's got to do with me doing stupid things. I've been using this as a reason to be mean to some friends recently, people who mean a lot to me. It's a stupid reason, i know, but that didn't stop me. Now i've pissed off a close friend and she isn't talking to me anymore. Funny how that's what it takes for me to realise how much of a fucker i was being isn't it? Life's lessons SUCK! On a more positive note, i broke up with my girlfriend a few days ago. She was obsesive, wouldn't leave me alone, wouldn't let me go anywhere without her being there. She even started coming along to my drama rehearsals to 'spend more time with me'. I don't like people who try and take full control of my life.