feelin' fine...

by bob
sister's birthday yesterday. She went to her dad's. First peace and quiet I had all weekend. Hannah hates me. Don't know why. Don't care anymore... I cared for three years, and look where it got me. still love her though. Went to a christian thingy yesterday, and another one today. Something happened, I made a friend. She said, as I was leaving, that she was going to pray for me. Ment a lot to me, but I don't know why... I've been feeling better today. Almost every time someone says they are fine, they are lying. I am not fine, I feel dead again. Still trying to find an answer to the question form the previous entry. Nothin' else to say. Yet another pointless entry... ********************************************27th******************************************** still depressed. been cutting again. new cut on back of hand. makes me more depressed. no main reason, just lots of little ones. come up with 5. 1. Hannah 2. My cuts 3. School 4. My Mother 5. Stress
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lol... it was random... i guess
i think it was... i dont really remember tho... it was like a year ago haha... i dont even remember y i thought of it
fine never really means fine. i know what ya mean.

yeah its been a while.

email? phh i hardly ever check it lol
x3
I just met him, I'm not falling for him. Besides, you can't fall for someone when you already love someone else.

I honestly hope that you feel better soon. I don't like hearing that you're depressed. Even if it's just a little bit..

To answer your question from you last entry. No, the world would not be a better place without you. If anything, it would make the world worse. Too many people would be saddened by your death.

I ♥ you
::hugs:: well yeah i liked the new look to man i put a pic of me on the header all calouge its dope. So where do u live? and how you been?
A lot more people pray for you Thomas. More than you think. And more people than you think care. So please, try and be happy. Just try to smile?? =)
[Anonymous]
what's bothering you?
Thomas, take it from someone who has been there, you will only think these things about yourself if you tell yourself all the time, you will eventually believe it, and dont kill yourself, please dont, i have been there to, nearly did it but thinking of leaving my family scared me so i didnt do it, and dont think i dont know how depressed you are, i was that depressed that i didnt feel any emotion, not one, i was just numb.
Hang in there
[Anonymous]
:( Poor guy. Maybe you should try something else to release stress. I used to cut too, but then I started writing. That helped me a lot.
[sie]
well that sucks. well im a little deppresed and stressed but im alright. And im from USA Los Angeles, California.
You will prob delete this because you cant handle the truth but you have to grow the fuck up, "oo i cut, love me blah blah fucking blah" for fuck sake you have no reason to be depressed, shit you have a fucking gr8 life Hanah doesnt love you, i wonder why isit because your stalking her much??

Get over it your not the only person in pain, you are just being an attention seeking dick, grow up, your smarter then that crap, we all know that
Well I sure hope it's fun to cut your arms, because there could not be any other reason for doing something like that =S
you shouldn't cut yourself...that makes me sad!